I know i've changed alot .
Everyone changed , things around us changed , fate of our life changes , Everything changed .Not only me , my gans , my friends , my teachers including you also changed .
Everything changed when they're bored of it . Serious .
I know sometime i talk to you without respect but in the first place , did you respect me ?
If yes , Im wrong so sorry .
If no , You have no right to say i din give you respect .
You know i love him so much and you are at my back helping me out .
I duno that , you din tell me about it . So , i got the wrong idea .
Now , if you still care about me . I would rather you stop helping this but other things .
From the start he din even treat me as friend , so stop forcing him .
You always said that one day will come and i'll be waiting ... but when the day will come ?
Next day , Next months , Next year , Next life ? I duno & i dun care anymore .
You said that i snatch away him from you , i knew about it .
Wait , get the fact right .
I din snatch him away from you , is he bo feelings then break de .
Stop saying that i snatch him away from you , its sound like im the third parties
and its sound like im the bitch who break both of you up .
I know its all about the msg thing but before i send it , i showed to you and then send .
So , not all my fault . Okay , partly my fault .
Now , is he bo feelings then break de not b'cos of the msg . Its two diff things !
This time round , i din spent much time on you .
Din msn , din go orchard or slack together anymore , din get a change to chat on phone & stuffs .B'cos PSLE just finish , your exam coming . Okay , this is an excuse .
But i promise after your exam , i will meet you up . I swear ._.
Quite busy this few days as got meet ups , outing , and they're leaving .
Sibei moody , so din plan to go out more . Althought you see me everyday posting is go out , go out , but i go out only slack de . Din go have fun all that . Only Jokes & others .
Seriously , i din get a chance to get the REAL fun last time i had .
I really miss the REAL fun , but i wish it could happen during the nov & dec holiday :)
Im putting him out for my love list and put him in the Dearest list .
I wait for 1monthplus for him to accept but stead for 5day then break .
Listen to you and waiting until now , is like 7months nothing happen .
Seriously , im gave up on him le . No point waiting for him anymore .
You should not wait for him anymore too , boys are alot in the world .
Why must be him ? I know he is handsome , good , whatever . ( cant express de )
but how long do you want to wait for him ? I duno ~
Seeing him and other girls stead , you feel happy ? No !
I would rather you give up on him and find other boys .
Maybe you have some reasons behind it so you're waiting , i duno .
Its your choice . Its hard to let go someone , i know .
But you cant keep waiting for him to come to you , you need to start it too .
For all this , Some maybe insults , scolding , threaten , not true , or whatever you think .
Im sorry about that . Is the true words from my heart .
Seriously , my heart hurts when i hurts someone's heart .
You may take advice to my words , its your choice .
You want scold or whatever . Just vent it out , those that it will hurt my hurts de words also say .I want to know , how much i have changed . Serious .
I really hope that our friendship will lastlong :D
